Post by Noctivagus on Oct 29, 2007 8:09:33 GMT -5
Passion
I have mixed feelings,
I have mixed dreams,
I have mixed hopes.
After all, I am only human.
I wish this day would come soon,
I really don't want to leave,
But alas my fate as come,
I wish it didn't have to be this way.
My heart and soul shall live on in you're memories,
Never forget the love I give or send,
Just as I shall never forget the love I receive,
One heart... one soul... one dream... one fate.
All of these have a connection in life,
Memories can be full of joy or sorrow,
This will all come to a end,
My dream... my hope... my reality.
In dreams, my fate is to watch over you from afar,
I hope you realise you are my heart, my sou,l my life... my everything.
As one life ends another begins, perhaps this is my fate.
Aishite Imasu
Paul
------
Silent Dream
I close my eyes,
Drift to sleep,
I think of me,
I think of you,
Will we be together?
I hope so.
In my dreams we're together
Laughing, hugging, cuddling, kissing... holding,
It's so right like its meant to be,
Fate played its hand when we met
I'm sure of this...
One day... we shall...
Wake up... from the dream of loneliness..
and be one...
Paul
-----
Alone
I wake up from the dream,
searching for you,
I look around; you're not there,
I wonder where you are,
who you're with, what you're doing.
I remember you left,
Gone for good,
Never to hold, or kiss again,
A tear crawls down to my cheek,
Alone like a wolf, I shall live on.
Alone.
I search my heart,
I search my soul
Looking to free myself of pain.
Why does it hurt?
Why do I feel like this?
Loneliness is a hard part of life,
As is love,
The pain; the depression; the loss,
The part where you're...alone...
I look to the abyss,
and see a light...I have hope,
I reach for it, don't look back
...I see you crying...Alone...
Never to hold...never to kiss...alone forever.
Paul
-----
My Love
Our love shall be shown one day,
When our hearts shall connect,
I love you as much as I love life if not more than,
You have made me so happy.
I shall one day see you're sweet smile,
and be able to place a kiss on your lips,
Some people say 'Everone has a soul mate'
Until I met you I did not believe that.
You are my soul, my heart and my life,
I shall breathe my last breath with you next to me
and I have now dreamt the last dream of finding my love,
From the moment we met, I knew there was something between us.
Under the stars your beauty
lasts for an eternity,
My heart belongs to you, as does my soul,
One day our heart and soul shall unite into one.
It is then we will realise our love shall be eternal.
Just as long as we have each other.
Aishite Imasu
Paul
-----
[ Now this is a new thing I wanted to try... its basically about the same person, but in an alternate life... ]
Eternal Nightmare
I sit dreaming of you,
Always you, Who are you?
Are you my love?
No how could that be?
Finding love...
Never will happen.
I wake up from one nightmare,
Only to be in another,
This life... cannot go on,
How should I feel?
My heart feels nothing;
But pain, hate and anger.
I look up at the sky, alone,
Wanting to end my pain and suffering,
I walk to the bridge, stand on the edge,
I spread my arms... slowly start to lean forward.
Falling now... falling forever it seems.
Goodbye world
Those... are my final thoughts...
Paul
=2005=
----------------------------------------
Eternal Dream
I sit dreaming of you
Always you; The one I love,
I know we're together,
I love you forever
I found my love,
Together forever.
I wake up from my dreams,
To see you there
This life... must go on.
I know how I feel
My heart feels everything,
Love, happiness and joy.
I look up at the sky, with you,
Wanting to stay with you forever,
I walk to the bridge, hold you close,
I wrap my arms around you.
The night seems last forever.
"I love you, with all my heart"
This... is my eternal dream...
Paul
=2006=
-----
Fallen
Lost forever in a sea of souls,
Love guides me as I dream the impossible,
Hope guides me as I search for the one.
Looking but lost.
People look at me,
Laugh at me,
Think they know me.
I will do something no one expects.
Find you the one I love,
My soul mate; my love,
I wish you knew me,
The way I want you too,
I don't want to get close; in case I lose you.
I've fallen to the bottom of hell,
I search to escape,
You're light shines bright,
I see it... I see you.
My angel... my soul mate.
I look into your eyes; see the stars,
I search your heart; and see me,
Search your soul; and feel love.
Is this love? Is this happiness?
And then I wake up,
You are gone,
I'm alone... again...
Paul
-----
Beautiful Stranger
I look at you and see an angel,
You're beauty is unmatchable,
When I see you I want to hold you...
Let you know your safe.
You're smile makes me happy,
You're eyes twinkle like the stars of heaven,
I hope we can meet so I can hold you...
Protect you, let you knowe your safe.
Now I realised the truth...
You'll always be a beautiful stranger,
Though I don't like to admit it,
We will be friends forever.
----------------------------------
The Silent World
I awake in a forsaken darkness;
Heavens open, no sun,
I wonder how long it will last,
Am I to be cursed by the darkness for eternity?
I hear no wind, I hear no birds,
The ocean silent as if the world is frozen.
Am I to hear the wind or ocean again?
Is this silence to stay forever?
People look at me, but still silence,
Do I exist in this world? Is this a dream?
I now question myself, what am I?
What is this feeling?
I realize I caused this darkness,
I hear the winds,
I hear the oceans,
I hear the time passing by…
I created the darkness by not accepting myself,
I am alive, I am light…
I left The Silent World
(Rush ending I think )
I have mixed feelings,
I have mixed dreams,
I have mixed hopes.
After all, I am only human.
I wish this day would come soon,
I really don't want to leave,
But alas my fate as come,
I wish it didn't have to be this way.
My heart and soul shall live on in you're memories,
Never forget the love I give or send,
Just as I shall never forget the love I receive,
One heart... one soul... one dream... one fate.
All of these have a connection in life,
Memories can be full of joy or sorrow,
This will all come to a end,
My dream... my hope... my reality.
In dreams, my fate is to watch over you from afar,
I hope you realise you are my heart, my sou,l my life... my everything.
As one life ends another begins, perhaps this is my fate.
Aishite Imasu
Paul
------
Silent Dream
I close my eyes,
Drift to sleep,
I think of me,
I think of you,
Will we be together?
I hope so.
In my dreams we're together
Laughing, hugging, cuddling, kissing... holding,
It's so right like its meant to be,
Fate played its hand when we met
I'm sure of this...
One day... we shall...
Wake up... from the dream of loneliness..
and be one...
Paul
-----
Alone
I wake up from the dream,
searching for you,
I look around; you're not there,
I wonder where you are,
who you're with, what you're doing.
I remember you left,
Gone for good,
Never to hold, or kiss again,
A tear crawls down to my cheek,
Alone like a wolf, I shall live on.
Alone.
I search my heart,
I search my soul
Looking to free myself of pain.
Why does it hurt?
Why do I feel like this?
Loneliness is a hard part of life,
As is love,
The pain; the depression; the loss,
The part where you're...alone...
I look to the abyss,
and see a light...I have hope,
I reach for it, don't look back
...I see you crying...Alone...
Never to hold...never to kiss...alone forever.
Paul
-----
My Love
Our love shall be shown one day,
When our hearts shall connect,
I love you as much as I love life if not more than,
You have made me so happy.
I shall one day see you're sweet smile,
and be able to place a kiss on your lips,
Some people say 'Everone has a soul mate'
Until I met you I did not believe that.
You are my soul, my heart and my life,
I shall breathe my last breath with you next to me
and I have now dreamt the last dream of finding my love,
From the moment we met, I knew there was something between us.
Under the stars your beauty
lasts for an eternity,
My heart belongs to you, as does my soul,
One day our heart and soul shall unite into one.
It is then we will realise our love shall be eternal.
Just as long as we have each other.
Aishite Imasu
Paul
-----
[ Now this is a new thing I wanted to try... its basically about the same person, but in an alternate life... ]
Eternal Nightmare
I sit dreaming of you,
Always you, Who are you?
Are you my love?
No how could that be?
Finding love...
Never will happen.
I wake up from one nightmare,
Only to be in another,
This life... cannot go on,
How should I feel?
My heart feels nothing;
But pain, hate and anger.
I look up at the sky, alone,
Wanting to end my pain and suffering,
I walk to the bridge, stand on the edge,
I spread my arms... slowly start to lean forward.
Falling now... falling forever it seems.
Goodbye world
Those... are my final thoughts...
Paul
=2005=
----------------------------------------
Eternal Dream
I sit dreaming of you
Always you; The one I love,
I know we're together,
I love you forever
I found my love,
Together forever.
I wake up from my dreams,
To see you there
This life... must go on.
I know how I feel
My heart feels everything,
Love, happiness and joy.
I look up at the sky, with you,
Wanting to stay with you forever,
I walk to the bridge, hold you close,
I wrap my arms around you.
The night seems last forever.
"I love you, with all my heart"
This... is my eternal dream...
Paul
=2006=
-----
Fallen
Lost forever in a sea of souls,
Love guides me as I dream the impossible,
Hope guides me as I search for the one.
Looking but lost.
People look at me,
Laugh at me,
Think they know me.
I will do something no one expects.
Find you the one I love,
My soul mate; my love,
I wish you knew me,
The way I want you too,
I don't want to get close; in case I lose you.
I've fallen to the bottom of hell,
I search to escape,
You're light shines bright,
I see it... I see you.
My angel... my soul mate.
I look into your eyes; see the stars,
I search your heart; and see me,
Search your soul; and feel love.
Is this love? Is this happiness?
And then I wake up,
You are gone,
I'm alone... again...
Paul
-----
Beautiful Stranger
I look at you and see an angel,
You're beauty is unmatchable,
When I see you I want to hold you...
Let you know your safe.
You're smile makes me happy,
You're eyes twinkle like the stars of heaven,
I hope we can meet so I can hold you...
Protect you, let you knowe your safe.
Now I realised the truth...
You'll always be a beautiful stranger,
Though I don't like to admit it,
We will be friends forever.
----------------------------------
The Silent World
I awake in a forsaken darkness;
Heavens open, no sun,
I wonder how long it will last,
Am I to be cursed by the darkness for eternity?
I hear no wind, I hear no birds,
The ocean silent as if the world is frozen.
Am I to hear the wind or ocean again?
Is this silence to stay forever?
People look at me, but still silence,
Do I exist in this world? Is this a dream?
I now question myself, what am I?
What is this feeling?
I realize I caused this darkness,
I hear the winds,
I hear the oceans,
I hear the time passing by…
I created the darkness by not accepting myself,
I am alive, I am light…
I left The Silent World
(Rush ending I think )